Showing posts with label Week 4. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Week 4. Show all posts

Sunday, February 8, 2015

Famous Last Words for Week 4

Well one more week done and one more step closer to finishing school! Wow, that may have freaked me out a little too much! So last week we started the storybook project and I already think I decided to do the wrong topic. I am always so indecisive. It's gonna be the death of me. I enjoyed writing more detailed author's notes this week because I felt like it reminded me of what I actually like in these novels, the women characters.

I love nice weather so I cannot wait to get these assignments done so I can go play with my dog at the park! When I was at church this morning, it gave me a really good message that I want to share. My pastor was talking about Jonas and the fish. He was reminding us to pray often and early, and once you prayed let that worry go and let God talk to the problem for you. This really spoke to me because recently I have been feeling a disconnect between an important person in my life and I have been fretting it. I feel like I can just release that worry to him and let him deal with it. He'll steer me right.

In my women and genders study class, we discussed this week about skin lighteners. I felt like this related to this class because the documentary we watched said that this was a popular trend of the Indian culture. I couldn't believe this. One thing that made it hard to believe is that being a white girl, I am always trying to get tan. In the summer, I look like a Mexican! It hit me hard because it felt like we are all trying to change our appearances into something we are not. Personally, I love the skin color of different races. I don't understand why everyone wants to be white. However, it stems from a system that benefits the white man. As if he is the only one that has all the power. I believe we all need to love our own skin, and embrace it. It is apart of who we are and the origin from where we come from. We need to join to together and embrace the differences of every person.


Image Source: Psalm 73:26

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

Storytelling for Week 4: The Beauty and the God

Brahma created thousands of ordinary creatures called man. Once he saw how helpless they were alone, Brahma created enough women that every one of these men could have a woman of their own. However, when Brahma was creating the last woman, he grew very fond of her and took his time with every detail of her body. As her creator, he wanted the gift of naming her. Brahma thought long and hard on what her name would be when he finally decided on Ahalya, meaning "one with an impeccable beauty." It was only fitting that her beauty went along with this beautiful name. Alas, Brahma was ready to bless the world with his masterpiece, but Indra was lurking near and creating a master plan to dishonor her beauty. Furthermore, Brahma wanted her to live as a normal person with the man he created her for, Gautama, and among her own kind. Hence, to avoid Indra, he strategically placed her near Gautama and a great distance from Indra. Therefore, Indra didn't get the opportunity to meet her before Gautama and Ahalya were already married.

Meanwhile, Gautama was patiently waiting on Brahma to create his very own woman, as everyone else in his world had already found their mate. Gautama waited for his one and only while diligently praying to Brahma to bless him when he found timely. He knew that his faith would bring him what he needed in Brahma's time.

Finally, Gautama laid eyes on Ahalya. It was love at first sight for him. However, Ahalya just went along with the arrangement because no one else was available. As time went on, she grew to love Gautama. However, Ahalya was always stared at and complimented by everyone she came across. This created a great deal of curiosity for Ahalya about different experiences.  Gautama saw the doubt in Ahalya's eyes, and moved the couple to the countryside so that no one would tempt her any longer.

Finally Indra arrived in town, but the townspeople told him about Ahalya's marriage to Gautama. Also they mentioned that the two had already gone to live in the countryside in hopes of secluding Ahalya from other people in the world. Indra panicked and whispered to himself, "I am too late." Ahalya, his infatuation, was already married and living happily ever after in peace. Unfortunately, Indra still lusted for Ahalya. And so, Indra was determined not to give up until he saw the marriage for himself. So he searched high and low for the beautiful Ahalya. As time went on Indra, the king of storms, grew frustrated. His emotions created a rainy period that wouldn't cease until he found Ahalya. Alas, he stumbled upon their modest cottage in the mountains. He saw the couple cooped up in the cabin waiting on the storm to pass. Forgetting about Gautama, Indra became mesmerized by Ahalya's beauty. He then decided she would be his, even if it was just for a moment. After all, Indra was the god of storms, and he knew just what to do to get rid of Gautama long enough for him to be alone with Ahalya. 

The next day, Indra made the weather clear up. Gautama went to the river to meditate and bathe just as Indra had hoped. That's when Indra took advantage of his chance to meet Ahalya. He rushed to the front door as soon as Gautama was out of sight. But suddenly, right when Indra was about to knock on the door, he remembered they had no neighbors. Ahalya would simply be scared of a stranger's visit. Indra quickly decided to disguise himself as Gautama in order to meet her. Upon entering the cottage, Ahalya's presence was too overwhelming for Indra, and he decided to take what he had wanted from her quickly before Gautama returned.

Afterwards, Indra had an epiphany and felt guilty for deceiving such a beautiful woman. He rushed out of the cabin in a daze and quickly got rid of the disguise. Though, as Indra was leaving, Gautama was returning from the river and caught a glimpse of Indra. Gautama knew what had happened and cursed Indra by castrating him for taking what didn't belong to him.



(Image Source: Kali, Indra, Brahma, Vishnu, Shiva)

Author's note: I chose to write the story of Ahalya from Indra's perspective because I wanted to display how deceiving the gods seem to me. This creates my question: How is a woman to remain pure if a god could deceive her by using disguises? While reading this story in The Ramayana, I didn't feel like Ahalya was totally convinced that Indra was Gautama. However, in fear of possibly denying her husband, she allowed it to happen anyways. I felt as though this made her seem curious because she saw through the disguise but still allowed it to occur so I portrayed her in this way in my story. Indra is a fascinating character. It seems difficult to be a woman of good virtue when in these times a woman had to fear being tricked by a god even though he was disguised as her very own husband. How are women ever to be sure they are allowing the right man to touch their bodies? This would create a great deal of fear for me if I had to worry about catching others in disguises that are trying to fool me. I choose this image because it displays several gods that I feel a mortal has to be careful around. A person may never know when they are being deceived. This is an interesting topic to use in my portfolio because it displays Indra's dynamic personality. 

Bibliography:  

  • Buck, William, "Taste this Water", Ramayana: King Rama's Way, (1976): 51-52.
  • "Ahalya", Wikipedia. web. 

       

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Week 4 Reading Diary B: Betrayal

The Two Wishes
  • Rama to be King
  • Kaikeyi is at first excited by this but later Manthara scares her of the idea claiming Kaikeyi will become a slave to Kauslaya
  • Kaikeyi uses her two promises from long ago against the King
  • Rama exiled to the forest for 14 years and Bhrata king of Ayodhya
  • Rama is obedient and makes sure his father stay true to his word even though Dasharhata doesn't want to go through with it
  • Sumantra tries to convince Dasharhata to relent his command but Dasharhata cannot and Rama won't let him
  • Sumantra charioteers Rama, Sita, and Lakshmana out of the city
  • The Kosala's follow Rama out of town trying to stop him
Lord of the Wild Trees
  • Guha rejects Shiva's statue by kicking it everyday
  • Upon Guha's death, Shiva rescues him from Yama --> Shiva considers Guha a "loyal follower" even though his intentions were to dishonor him
  • Dasharhata almost teaches Kaikeyi the animal language which would explode his heart --> cause his death
  • Kaikeyi has been conniving undercover for a while now
  • Dasharhata deters this attempt for now
  • Sumantra returns to Ayodhya leaving Rama and others alone where they find shelter in Chikrahuta --> deceived, this place is not peaceful
  • Upon Sumantra's arrival with the news of Rama going further into the forest, Dasharhata remembers why this is happening: Karma
  • Dasharhata had killed a young boy of blind parents by accident in earlier years and the parents told him he would get what he gave them in return by he gave them the peace of death as well
  • Dasharata dies in his sleep that night 

(Rama leaving for exile Wikimedia)
  

Monday, February 2, 2015

Week 4 Reading Diary A: The history of Ravana

Born as a Man:
  • Valmiki is telling the story (poet)
  • Buck's tale begins by Rama exiled Sita because of gossip and then reverts backwards to tell the story of Ravana vs. Rama.
  • Sita is sad and pregnant with Rama's twins when Valmiki is called upon to teach Rama's sons, Kusha and Lava, about their dad.
  • Valmiki begins the story by telling them that Dasaratha had lived 6,000 years and was never blessed with any children, so he performed a sacrifice to get their dad and uncles.
  • Meanwhile, the God's have created a monster, Ravana and go to Vishnu for help.
  • Vishnu is reincarnated as Rama--> Dasaratha's first son
  • Vishwamitra arrives at Ayodha when their dad was 16 asking for Rama's help with the rakshasas --> Ravana's race
  • Vishwamitra describes the creation of the rakshasas and later the creation of Ravana  

The Thorn in the World's side:
  • Ravana and his 2 brothers and sister are born
  • Ravana obtains his powers by "torchering" the gods but forgets to protect himself from mortals
  • Ravana obtains Lanka for rakshasas
  • Ravana kills a messenger sent by his dad, Vaishravana
  • Ravana forces Manibhadra and Indra to surrender
  • Indra cursed Ravana 
  • Ravana is captured by Shiva but later released because of his beautiful singing
  •  Haihaya people did not surrender and their king almost beat him
  • Ravana's grandfather rescued him, Pulastya
  • Ravana took all of the gods who had surrendered to Lanka as servants (Yama: God of Death, Vasuki and Varuna, Surya: sun, Chandra: moon, Indra)
  • Ravana's son actually captured Indra while Indrani and Chitratha: beautiful singer, were saved
  • Vishwamitra asks for Rama to come train in the forest for his destined fight against Ravana (Lakshamana accompanies them as well)
  • Subahu is conquers during this journey but Maricha is only bowed in the heart and lives
Taste This Water
  • While Rama is traveling in the forest he restores Ahlaya to her former beauty
  • Ahlaya was given all the beauties in the beginning and married Guatama
  • Indra wanted her for himself so he disguised himself as Guatama and made love to her. However, Ahlaya wasn't fooled by the disguise and still allowed it to happen
  • While Indra was leaving Guatama saw him --> he punished Ahlaya by passing out all of her beauty to other women and leaving her invisible
  • Rama was the only one that could release her from this curse
  • Once he did Guatama came back for her 
  • In Mithila, Rama breaks Shiva's bow in half winning him Sita as his wife
  • Sita and Rama are soulmates (reincarnated Gods that were married)
  • In doing this, Rama also won his three brothers King Janaka's other daughters as their wives as well
  • King Janaka sent for King Dasarhata and they had an extravagant event
  • Rama, Sita, and the other couples returned home to Ayodha where Rama grows close to King Dasarhata -> learning King traits


(Ahlaya bowing to Rama after he frees her from her invisible curse
photographed by Govardhan Wikimedia)